Well I said I was going to try to post more so here we go. It is early in the morning and not much has happened yet so I will post about yesterday okay? Okay. Well it started out taking my kids to there safe camp thing that they go to. Walking out the door of the house I was met by a terrible smell. It smelled like death seriously I almost ralphed. When I followed the smell I was soon met by a heap of trash every where. My landlord had a party at the house this Saturday that we went to and there were a lot of people which meant a lot of garbage. I even asked her if we could order more garbage cans because we always seem to run out of room. Now garbage is picked up here on Fridays and by Saturday it was heaping overfull and I still had garbage to take out. We also have a raccoon problem around here so I knew I should not take mine out on top of that stuff and I am glad I didn't. There is garbage everywhere in the back yard and it stinks real bad. There is not a single ounce of me that wants to offer to help clean that up as its a I told you so type thing. We offered on Saturday to go roll the carts down and dump them in a huge garbage bin up the street and we also put a big rock on top hoping that wouldn't happen. Well she took the rock off to put more garbage in and never put it back so now I am rather feeling free of picking up a smelly mess. Is that wrong guys? I guess it may sound rather bad but I bend over backwards for her already. I mean for the party I had to clean the basement for her, and that may not sound bad but is the part that I have to ask to use so I feel I did my share.

Well after that I dropped the kids off and I was off to do my grandma carting. My grandma had to move a little while ago and although I am glad she has someone (my dad) real close to keep his eye on her he has also moved her to spot that is not close to anything. I do not mind taking my grandma because I enjoy spending time with her, but on the other hand she is very independent and wants to be able to walk and do things on her own. It is frustrating as hell for her. SO we went to go get her hair done she was a little nervous because the lady that usually does it was not there so new lady. Well grandma asked for a trim and the lady who had two other heads that she was working on took the quickest easiest way out. She turned on a clipper and a trim ended up with the shaved looked. You could see her scalp she was upset which upset me. She was nice about it but I know it bothered her because she kept touching it. After that I had to take her to the store to get a few things including her chocolate bars LOL she has to have a Hershey bar a night that cracks me up. After that we went back to her house she wanted to show me the shower bars they installed for her. Then I was off again da ta da!

I had to go pick up my kids as now it almost 4PM. I pulled up and I am greeted by my kids saying they are kicked out until Monday for fighting ARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!! Every day it has been something and it is driving me crazy. You see I have been looking for a part time job and if this keeps happening I am going to have to find somewhere else for them to go. Child care would be stupid because I am paying more for that than I would be making. SO I started talking about what happened. I told them I would talk to the director man tomorrow but until I hear the whole story I would not punish them. However if I found out they did not tell me the truth they would get double punishment. I pulled up to the house to find a very mad man of mine. Although I told him I would be gone all day and to take his keys he did not and now it was my fault he was locked out of the house. I stepped out of the vehicle and immediately I was being screamed at. Thanks that great! Welcome home type stuff. My youngest told him that they could not return until Monday and immediately he says no TV and that I was stupid to allow them to go swimming. I explained to him what I told them and I was told I was a shitty mom Thanks again

SO they went swimming and then I went to a friends baseball game to get away for awhile. I need to get away bad. I talked with her about what has been going on because she knew him for like 12 years before I met him. She did kind of warn me when we first started dating but she did not give any details of why i should stay away so I didn't listen now I am here 3 years later having major issues. When I came back home that is when it all started. I walked in to a war zone and I didn't even know, once again Welcome home. It got rather escalated and finally after biting my tongue until it bled we worked things out once again....this is getting old real old!

SO finally I got to go to bed this does not sound like i did much but emotionally it was a trying day like every other day lately. Oh and I did like 5 loads of laundry also.  That was that night night bunny rabbit. Today so far I have cancelled my appointment for my migraines not because I feel better but because my kids are home with me and I cannot go get a CAT scan. SO it has been rescheduled for Monday I hope my brain can wait that long. Friday I am leaving for my retreat and I CANNOT wait. I need a massage I need to get a way whether it is Calgon or the spa I don't care at this point it will be great to get away. So I am going to do more laundry and pack. I will talk to all later.