Hi Guys I am so sorry it has been quite awhile since I last posted on here. I have been running around like a little beaver. LOL That sounds funny. Well allow me to update you all. We are almost all done with the house painting today we are wrapping the aluminum peaks well my hun is. I am afraid of heights and that is just too high for me. I hope he will be alright. Last night after leaving Mekas house me and my hun with flashlights in hands went to spray the wasp nests that are up there. I had to laugh because I had been running from bees all day at the picnic we were at. I felt like it was payback for chasing me all day. Well we started spraying mind you I am allergic it is night time and I bet we looked like prowlers out there LOL. So he did the spraying I did the running and holding the flashlight. They started coming out and I screamed....smooth move hey? Now not only do we look like prowlers but now everyone looks out too. We did manage to get quite a few of the nests but there are still some there. We had two cans and I think we needed like 4. Okay anyways that is done for today's wrapping.

Now I am suppose to be updating and I skipped all the way to last night. Lets see I am not too sure when my last post was hmmm well the other day I was going to take my kids to day camp and I went out to my car, got in, started driving.....(is the suspense getting to you?) and I heard a sound that was like I was driving a Flintstones car...kind of like my tires were made of stone you know? Well I stopped and I did not want to even imagine...you know me with car troubles I think I said a bad word or two or three. Well I got out because my kid said mom it smells like rubber. SO I get out and walk to the back and both my back tires are to the rim flat. What the hell? Now you all know well most of you that I am in the process of moving and the relations here with my landlord are not that great so I started thinking.tick toc tick toc.......oh hell naw now I am mad. Mind you I was also on my way to talk to a lady about a job..is destiny telling me to not get a job? LOL Whatever! SO me and my kids walked back to the house and I called Meka. You see I have been doing a little scraping and painting at her house...well not painting she wont go get the paint LOL she is going to love that. She got so sick of me asking her about the paint that she decided to prepay me to shut me up. Anyways I called her to ask her for that prepayment because I knew this would cost me some money. She agreed, so I started calling around. I found a place real close and I asked them if I should go get fix a flat just to get it there. They told me that if I did any work would be an extra $50 because they do not like to work that messy stuff. So they agreed to come get me. SO here I am with my kids now at a tire store and I am watching him try to find the hole, cut, the cause. He comes back after quite awhile and says I cannot find any reason why is went flat. It is probably a slow leak and that it can be fixed by replacing the back two tires...oh at $250.WHAT?! I said a slow leak huh? Well I put air in two days ago drove the car last night and now I am sitting on my rims...something is not right. Slow leak to me would not be overnight and flat tires but hey I am trying to move right now so ummm how about we see how slow it is? Lets put some air in there and I will replace after the move how about that? I dont think he was so excited of my plan but hell unless it was coming out of his pocket so what. SO now I am driving around checking my tires all the time. Hey it beats being out more money right now!

So then lets see friday was grandma day. She needed her hair done and to go shopping. I was concerned about the tires the majority of the day I didn't want to get stranded with grandma. I ended up hurting my back that day. I thought to my self perfect timing. I took a pain pill and i wanted to lay down but my hun was not having it, he wanted to go by Meka and Mav. So here I am tired and a little high from the pain pill oh and I was hungry also. SO we went over there and ordered a pizza and watched a little TV while my hun and Mav got drunk. My sis was working on her web page business thing. After that we came home and well um never mind.

Then came Saturday I had a party on Saturday and it was  a good one. I have 3 girls that are interested in signing on to my team. I really hope they do because i have been on the fence for quite awhile now. I am thinking two of them might but I will happy if any of them do. I am trying not to get my hopes up though because you all know what happens then. SO I am hoping because then I will finally meet my needed goal to get myself busy here as far as the team goes. I will be sure to keep you guys updated on how it went. I also sold a lot that night. Actually I sold more then I should have because I have a big party on Wednesday and all my stuff is gone LOL But I just placed an order and hopefully I will have it all by then. I should heck I paid $80 to ship it here.

Other than that let me see hmmm well when I returned home last night me and my kids father got in a big fight. I think maybe he forgot to take his meds or something because he was just out of line. He called me out of my name was screaming at me and finally I asked him to leave. He even disrespected my hun whop had nothing to do with the conversation. I was proud of him though he was a little tipsy and still he kept his cool. So I guess now we go back to my hun watching the kids because I know he is going to pull some dumb shit trying to piss me off. He thinks its funny when I cant get to work or something but actually it is dumb. If I dont make money the kids are affected as well because he sure as hell dont pay no damn support. He told me I am a bad mom because I went to the picnic..mind you he knew about it for weeks and he said there was nothing here for the kids to eat. Had that been the case then why the heck cant he go get them something. I am here every day making sure that they eat one day come on would it kill him? However that was not the case there was stuff here to eat maybe not what they wanted but stuff to eat never the less. I guess he thinks it is okay to speak down to me well news flash it is not. I am not beneath you and I will not allow you to talk to me that way. Deal with it! I bust my ass to take care of my kids and for him to try to down play that....screw that! My oldest son was upset saying that he started the argument but I dont see that as being true. He had some stuff on his chest and he decided to lash out at me. Oh well I have too many other things to worry about. I have to care for my kids every day not just when I feel like hanging out so until he can walk a day in my shoes then I am not going to bow down. Try paying rent, paying electric, gas, food, phone, cable, buying all the things that are required to run a house ON YOUR OWN and then come talk to me until then WHATEVER!!!!!!! He thinks he is Mr. Responsibility and yet in all the 10+ years I have known him I have never seen him live on his own without a family member so no I do not feel I owe you anything, and anything you do for the kids guess what you are there father so that is your JOB not you being nice. He buys games and clothes and stuff and he is looked at as SUPER DAD while I pay for everything to keep a roof over there head and I am looked at as Mom who is broke a lot well guess what? ARGH!!!!! I get so damn mad! Okay I got off the point for awhile sorry guys!

So today I am going to try to sign my girls and clean the stove YUCK I hate that crap. Do a little arranging of the boxes so it is easier to move around in here and talk to my new landlord because all signs say that man living in my new place has moved. YEAH that means moving can start earlier than planned that would be just great! This has been a long post but I guess it was a long time coming. Talk to you all soon!