One more room to go YEAH!!!!!! Sorry maybe I should explain.Since I moved in here I have been a busy body there is not a wall in this place that did not need to be painted. SO I got started and today I finished my room now all I have left is the kids room. YEAH!!!!!!!! Then I have to start on the floors argh!!!!! You see I want to get this place the way I want it and soon because every day I have off which is few and far between now I am working on something. I want to be able to just chill just for once. My hun says just chill but the truth is I cannot get my chill on until everything is done. Call me goofy but I have to.

I had a pretty bad day at work yesterday boy oh boy I thought I would loose it on this guy. He in my face lied on me. I took a deep breathe because I know my temper and this was the first altercation at my new job. I know the supervisor was kind of concerned because it was apparent how angry I was, and in her words I had good cause. S he lies and I mean lies! Here is how it went the supervisors had to leave for a meeting. Now I have told you all in the past that I have to share tips with everyone and this has caused several issues do to people slacking with the knowledge the tips will not be affected. So the bosses went to a meeting and right after they walked out of the door this guy decided he was not going to be on the floor anymore. The place was a nut house. My mom was there and LOL the supervisors husband was there also. Do you know this idiot did not even realize he was there? Dumb Dumb number one. So I am running like a chicken without a head because there was not a seat open in the place and I was all alone. My mom kept saying breathe Cindy you look mad.... I WAS I WAS HOT!!!!!! I asked sir asshole fore some help and he laughed at me...WHAT? Then he came out and yelled at me for not doing the dishes. I almost lost it but kept my cool a little longer. The phone rings and who else but me could go get it? It was the supervisor and she said how are things Cindy? I said instead of getting into it allow me to tell you there is not a free spot in this place and people are waiting to be seated and oh yeah I am by my self. Now she called because the day before this asshole pulled the same shit. He avoided taking tables like they were the plague. She could not believe how things were handled with once again only me on the floor she was happy but felt real bad for me and wished she could give tips to me and only me. Anyways I am on the phone with her and I said you know what are you on the way coming back? She said yeah I asked her to please just walk in and catch him in his actions. She agreed that would be a great idea. My mom brought it to my attention that while I was on the phone this a hole came out and put some tips from the tables in his pocket. I am even more hot!!!! So she walks in and her husband goes to her and begins to fill her in on what has been going on. She looks at me and I am drenched in sweat. She has the assistant and another girl take the floor and calls us in the back. Me and asshole that is. He comes in the office and says I am so glad you are back Cindy has not been doing anything I asked her to do the dishes and she said that is not her job. I asked her if she needed help and she said no I am just shocked and appalled. That is what he said I looked at him in shock looked at the supervisor took a deep breathe and said this. Karma is a bitch and right now I am going to become one, how dare you lie about me in my face? I said you have some damn nerve. AT this point my supervisor stops him and says what if I were to tell you that 12 customers called me to me that you were the one not doing a thing. He said they would be lying...she said Okay look at table C that would be my husband who has been here for quite awhile and witnessed it all. Second that crap you said about Cindy with the dishes well that is a lie. Every day Cindy comes in and if the bus tubs are filled the first thing she does is empty and do the dishes, because she is well anal. We joke about it with her all the time. He starts cussing at her and just being himself and she kicked him out of the office. Back on the floor a customer comes in and he says would you like me to take your order or this bitch over here pointing to me. Bit my tongue and went to the table when they said we would per fer her. Then as I am writing up orders he would come and kick my feet and just was doing everything in his power to annoy me. I finally told him if you do not stop I am going to fuck you up. I am not one of these little girls that will take shit from you I will truely fuck you up and if you do not believe me keep testing me. I told my supervisor what I had said and I told her that I have been pushed to limits in this day that I have not felt in some time. She said that she totally understood and showed me the three page write up she was doing on him. She called him in and said if you do not leave her alone I will fire you on the spot. He said I will call your boss and she said I dare you, he said I will walk out and then I said what would be the difference you are not doing shit anyways. I was mad I know that was wrong. She said if you want to walk then walk I have moved you from 2nd shift to first because no one would work with you and now two days and look.

It was hell it kept going and I am so glad I had today off had I not I am not sure what the outcome would have been. More than likely not good. SO I worked on the house today and now I have some Passion parties stuff to work on. I have a couple orders to process. That reminds me go check out the new stuff at www.passionbycindy.com we have some new products and I would love to ship some to you as well. Talk to you all soon!

Hang tough snart and if you need any help dealing out that ass kicking let me know, I've been feeling like fighting.

Ah ha, and you're a freak about the house because of Christmas. I guarantee! LOL

Children are discounted by adults in society. This is nothing new, for adults have always minimized the wisdom of children::::The gods corrupt people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system, and subsequently look down on the children. This is one of the most bitter, painful ironies the gods employ::::
Religions teach that old people to go to heaven when they die. They don't. Old people are reincarnated. It's children who go to heaven.
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their innocence/purity or religious-based educational pursuits, are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people::::It's the children whom the gods teach the right way for it is the children who still have a chance. For example, they teach children to have faith, for understanding the god's geographical clues hurts people because they illustrate negative things, opening the door for the god's to employ deceptive tactics.
Old people don't go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they've made throughout their lives. It's the children who have the opportunity to go to "heaven". They must behave apprioriately, think correctly and be genuinely god-fearing, and their innocence and lack of desensitization ensures they have a real opportunity to achieve this goal.