Hi guys! I know it has been awhile since I posted but yep you guessed it I have been super busy. The Thanksgiving holiday was great for me, even though I have to work that morning.I hope it was for you as well. I had my party on Sunday also and I had to get everything prepared for that as well. I was kind of upset by the number of people who said they were coming and did not show up but I am thankful for the ones who did. We had fun! It was pretty fun my grandma was helping me get everything ready and ended up staying. Talking about sex toys in front of her felt a little weird but hey she had fun and said just because she is older does not mean she did not at one time enjoy sex. I guess that is true, I mean she was doing it before I was born but I was happy to hear I even taught her a few new things. LOL

Today I had off of work so I basically took it a little easy. OK OK I laid around the house all day. It is not too often I am not running around working so I do not feel too bad. I need to clean the house because my sis and I made the penis cakes for the party and well all the other food and I made quite a mess. I will do that when I am done here though.

Other than that I did go do something that my sis Meka may not understand or like. I told her awhile ago that I wanted to find someone that I think about often. I wanted to see how he was doing and that all is good with him. I searched high and low for quite awhile and I actually found him. I did send a message to him and we will see if I get a response. I am not looking for anything I just want to see how he is. My sis is probably worried because she knows this person will always have a place in my heart. That has never stopped and never will. You guys no how it is everyone has a love in their life that is beyond just okay were done now I must forget about you. There is no way this will happen with him... I will always love him near or far no matter what! I felt a little nervous sending him a message I mean it has been years since I talked to him who knows what path he has taken in life maybe he is married who knows. I just hope I don't get some woman mad by the fact that I am just wanting to say hi. I feel I have to because these few years that I have not heard anything from him I feel like a big part is missing from my life. I hope is alright and I hope I hear from him soon. So many things have changed since I last talked with him...when I think back wow have things changed in my life so I can just imagine how things must have changed for him. So Meka don't be mad at me I feel I need to know he is alright. You know my heart and you know how I feel about him.

Okay enough of that. Tomorrow it is back to work. I am sure a lot of you must be tired for going back after a long weekend. Mine was not that long as I worked all weekend, holiday or not I was on the schedule....grrrr! I also have a few things to do with my business tonight so when I finally get to lay down I will be happy. I will talk with you guys real soon because it is time to get to work. Oh I forgot to add my kids both made the honor roll again. I am so proud of them. They are getting so big. My oldest son is going to be 10 in a few weeks boy do I feel old. Momma loves you guys and good job on your school work!